This Warrior Is A Child

For those of you who actually read this, you can be praying for me for wisdom and discernment as I make decisions about what areas of ministry I need to be plugged in to right now. I have got LOTS of options, which is great, but I want to make sure I am able to manage my time well and choose the right places...the places God wants me to serve. So start sending those prayers my way!

Things are going great in San Angelo. I am working in an office as an Administrative Assistant to a gentleman that owns quite a few banks and real estate (apartment complexes and some commercial office buildings). Pretty much the office I work in is structered to manage all of his different ventures. I actually like it a lot so far. It might get a little boring later on, but I'm sure they will just add more to my plate.

Other than job stuff, lifes been interesting. It feels weird to be living back at home. Like the past five years never happened. I haven't really figured out how I feel about it yet. I know that I am doing the right thing though. I have spent a lot of time crying out to God for direction and understanding. Last night I recalled this super OLD song that I thought really described this season in my life really well.

Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing
Strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me
I'm hiding all the tears

They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while'
Cause deep inside this armour
The warrior is a child

Unafraid because his armour is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that I'm amazing
Never face retreat
But they don't see the enemies
That lay me at His feet

They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and look up for His smile
Because deep inside this armour
The Warrior is a Child


I am going to Boerne for a visit tomorrow and I am SUPER excited. I have only been gone 3 weeks, but it feels like a LOOOONNGG time.